There was a time when I used to believe that I was the holder of truth. The truth about every aspect of life, wither it is a human life a devil’s life or even an angel’s life. As weird as it may sound my truth was unquestionable, not negotiable and of course to a certain level it was not shareable.
Where does such solid believe come from? You may ask. Well apparently it was based on even a more solid Truth, some sort of ultimate truth. A certain list of fundamentals that should not be questioned analyzed or even judged. It is meant to judge you not the other way around, But again what may that be?. The answer to the question is quite simple the answer is Religion (In my case afcourse:) ).
The way I see it humans are made in such a way that they seek to believe in something, some how that keeps them going. We even choose to not to believe in any thing.
When you believe that what you carry inside your heart or mind is the truth. You become that truth, despite the fact that you may be wrong or even right.
What happened to me was simple; I had to face something way larger than me and any thing I ever knew. It was like facing a huge sea wave being all covered by it is shadow even before it totally hits you but before it does that something else happens, something very scary. What happens is that the wave cover the sun, you see no more light and no more sun, the very sun that was there for you since the beginning. The beginning of your truth of your reality, every thing you ever knew and ever thing that makes you.
At that very moment you have to make a choice, even though that the choices that you have are narrow still they are crucial and will have a direct and major affect in every single day of you coming life. So you can choose to run and see the same sun again but then you will never know what may have happened if you actually stood there and faced that wave that thing that is larger than you and what you know or you can choose to stay and face it what ever it is. Now facing it will change you for ever wither you win or lose, you will lose your old self and gain a new one. You will actually die and be born again. You will realize that you are no longer a god, you will realize that you are just a man.
I used to be …
I used to be a god …
But …
Since I have …
Died …
I am no longer …
A god …
I am just ...
A man …
Just …
A man …
Scorpe,
Where does such solid believe come from? You may ask. Well apparently it was based on even a more solid Truth, some sort of ultimate truth. A certain list of fundamentals that should not be questioned analyzed or even judged. It is meant to judge you not the other way around, But again what may that be?. The answer to the question is quite simple the answer is Religion (In my case afcourse:) ).
The way I see it humans are made in such a way that they seek to believe in something, some how that keeps them going. We even choose to not to believe in any thing.
When you believe that what you carry inside your heart or mind is the truth. You become that truth, despite the fact that you may be wrong or even right.
What happened to me was simple; I had to face something way larger than me and any thing I ever knew. It was like facing a huge sea wave being all covered by it is shadow even before it totally hits you but before it does that something else happens, something very scary. What happens is that the wave cover the sun, you see no more light and no more sun, the very sun that was there for you since the beginning. The beginning of your truth of your reality, every thing you ever knew and ever thing that makes you.
At that very moment you have to make a choice, even though that the choices that you have are narrow still they are crucial and will have a direct and major affect in every single day of you coming life. So you can choose to run and see the same sun again but then you will never know what may have happened if you actually stood there and faced that wave that thing that is larger than you and what you know or you can choose to stay and face it what ever it is. Now facing it will change you for ever wither you win or lose, you will lose your old self and gain a new one. You will actually die and be born again. You will realize that you are no longer a god, you will realize that you are just a man.
I used to be …
I used to be a god …
But …
Since I have …
Died …
I am no longer …
A god …
I am just ...
A man …
Just …
A man …
Scorpe,
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You write very well.
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